Good bye, 2012.

2012
It's quite a cruel year to me

Anyway, bye, your turn is over, time to pass the throne to 2013

Why did i say that 2012 was a cruel year?

Well the worst nightmare had happened to me.

I suffered a huge loss & experienced the worst feeling, my whole family did. My mum passed away.

It's over, but i still try my best to continue the chanting everyday, but somehow i got lazy. I understand that i shouldn't behave like this. Trust me, i'm trying to correct things back.

Anyway, it's 31/12/2012 tomorrow.

Maybe it's fun for you guys. But for me it's deep shit. LOL. i have to suffer once more before leaving the bank.

Any new year resolution (NYR)?

Yeah.. Same old renewed version.

But hope that this would be the right time to do the things on my list.

I'm starting my journey in the insurance industry, more challenges to face, more obstacles to overcome, C'est  La Vie.

To do list:
- 进一步了解 佛,法,僧.
- Being able to balance my life with more exercises, or maybe try body building? (I got this nice suggestion)
- Learn to be a better son & brother.
- Eat healthy, Pray more, & learn how to Love. (Eat, Pray & Love)
- 7 calls a day, at least.
- Change my bike/ get a used/ recond car.
- Domestic travelling.

Say Hi to 2013!
1/1/2013 will be the comeback stage of Girls' Generation too!

Not a so-good-day

I've made a mistake,

Yesterday (29/12) was actually Amitabha Buddha's "birthday".

But i didn't attend the chanting session of the temple today. =O how disappointing.

Anyway,

Maybe there was a reason.

Freaking short post today,

Ran out of mood.

Good night! A wink from Seohyun! <3

Countdown.. Why So Serious?!

29th Dec 2012
12.26 AM

approx 4 more days til i tender my resignation letter.
many people will ask "why?"
and thought that bank job is good enough.

my colleague told me this on the 1st day i entered the bank

"哎哟, 如果你没有什么大志, 要平平淡淡过生活, 银行的工作是不错的."

Wart the fark??

Even if i'm not that ambitious like how she mentioned, this life now is certainly not 平平淡淡 at all.

Again, WHY?

When i 1st entered the bank i was stationed at Security Department, not security uncle. It's a department which all security folders of customers were processed & kept, and funnily, motor insurance was under my portfolio.

150k++ COLLECTED PREMIUM per month.

You heard/ read it right, RM 150,000.00 per month is the target.
imagine if we are earning commission from this amount... damn...
but of course, i'm a SALARY BASED employee. NO commission for me.

And then, this EX-Manager of mine transferred me to the Processing Department.

Like what it was named, processing. I processed the loan applications.

Anyway, after approx one year, this new manager came in, and he started to ruin my life.

He threw me to Collection Department. Like the name again, i collect bad debts from customers.

Now you notice, that we shall never judge someone's wealth by looking at what car they're driving.

HOW IRONIC!

Now i present you

MY FIRST LETTER OF RESIGNATION

Erm.. not so soon.

I'll wait for 2nd of January.

Signin off.

A photo of her before i close the page. <3

Let's wait for 1/1/2013! SNSD's comeback stage!

Expecting no one to know about this bu-lo-ke. Anyway, to all the "readers", welcome to this cruel world. =) Enjoy the cruel world by making it colorful, with passions & desires.

Oh, anyway, read or leave, the choice is yours.

Good night.
Signin off--

Her name is Seo Joo-Hyun. =)